Just my luck...

well, i just found out i technically f**ked myself over. starting chronologically, last november i had a car accident which my family went on a rampage of how irresponsible i was and that it was the fault of the friends i hang around with. As a result, this new semester, i had to transfer to a different school with a new major. they were suggesting schools far away out of the city and of course would be driven there cause I'm not allowed to drive anymore after that incident. In an attempt to take control, i pushed them to let me go to a different school but in the same district. well here i am, new school, new major, nobody i know, trying to get through my last few classes before i can get a career or at least transfer to a uni. Conflict, one of my classes would not add in. Went to admissions and records and they gave minimal responses to which made me go back there 3-4 times before i got sent to the counselor about it. I'd give the couselor section a bit of credit though because through their rush to get everything done, they were the most helpful and generous people I've encountered so far in this school. Problem is, apparently they still cant do anything for me. The class i was trying to add in (and need for full time credit for insurance) is impossible for me to take. my other options are to take a different set of classes which class is already a mth into and will be quite difficult if not impossible to get into by now, take the classes that start later in the semester and would conflict with the 3 remaining classes i've gotten into, or go to another school out of the district for that one class i need to get into. keep in mind, my life is under serious house arrest where they monitor where i go and what i do so i dont even know how to hide this issue to prevent another lecture of how stupid and troublesome i am. How i f**ked myself over? if i hadnt suggested to go to a school of the same district, i wouldnt encounter this problem that i now need to find a way to sneak around my parents and still get it all done. *sigh* how much more can i f**k it up or it just screw itself up by itself?

Sry, for the "language" but type what i think directly form my mind and those are the words going through my head when I'm in such a mood. I tried to censor it a bit though although i wouldnt doubt everyone knows these words already. I've heard 6yr olds say those words to people before <.<